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This can't happen again

Fri Nov 6, 2009, 11:35 PM
And with the new school year, I began my "no strings attached" dating policy. This means I'm not committed, you're not committed, lets just date and have fun. If you're taken though, then bye. And if I find someone who I really like, then I'll stay committed to that person only. One date, one guy doesnt hurt, he's great and sweet so lets do it again. Second guy, no date but oh boy do we go way too fast for only 4 days of knowing eachother.

He's different from the other ones. But I see the same elements cropping up again and its making me wonder if this is what's going to happen every time. Its in a place that anyone can access yet for some reason, perfect for the moment, we're alone. He makes the first move and I follow suit. The taste left behind is dry yet oddly sweet. We part and questions start coming up like "What now?" If maybe just maybe. this will only end up as a one-time thing that can be put out of our minds and we can start actually getting to know eachother better.

On the boring note, I'm doing well in most of my clases except trigonometry. 89.97% avg I will do better next time.

But back onto the dating side of the story, I have to set up my limits again. kisses on the cheek only and nothing else. If I fall into that again, the same thing will happen again. Better to stop it now and focus on the better parts. Who knows? Maybe he'll be the one though I highly doubt it. We don't have much in common. Even so, he keeps up my interst and he's a good person at heart I know that.

Enough of me ranting. Good Night people.
P.S. As the school year progresses, there will be more pics as soo as I have free time. (Which is almost never now...but theres hope!)

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